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Hey guys. I'm dropping a quick line to prevent confusion. I thought u should know that I changed my username & avatar. (Hi. Still the same guy u know & love )
I'm off to a job interview in about 20 minutes. I figured I needed to try having a job to see if it would help jump start me on the rest of my life & what job I want. I can't know unless I experience right? (B/c of all of that college talk bullshit. It's not going to go away so I better hit it with my horns head on bull style! )
I also have a date tomorrow night. Just a harmless date. Kirsten convinced me to give it a try. I'm not comfortable (b/c of fear mostly --- not b/c I'm not ready to move on) but maybe I won't be unless I try to get out there again?
Just so u guys are all aware, I figure that my plans to be on DA more are kind of dashed. If I get this job or any job & add dancing & dating & family & therapy & all of my other shit, I'll only be able to get on a little at a time. That's why I figured a change to my profile was a good thing. I talk to most of u on my phone now anyway. Hit me up there anytime. It's always on me or in my gym bag or somewhere that I can find it on the same day if not the same hour.
I better hit the pavement. It doesn't look good to be late. Talk to u guys later, alright?
I'm off to a job interview in about 20 minutes. I figured I needed to try having a job to see if it would help jump start me on the rest of my life & what job I want. I can't know unless I experience right? (B/c of all of that college talk bullshit. It's not going to go away so I better hit it with my horns head on bull style! )
I also have a date tomorrow night. Just a harmless date. Kirsten convinced me to give it a try. I'm not comfortable (b/c of fear mostly --- not b/c I'm not ready to move on) but maybe I won't be unless I try to get out there again?
Just so u guys are all aware, I figure that my plans to be on DA more are kind of dashed. If I get this job or any job & add dancing & dating & family & therapy & all of my other shit, I'll only be able to get on a little at a time. That's why I figured a change to my profile was a good thing. I talk to most of u on my phone now anyway. Hit me up there anytime. It's always on me or in my gym bag or somewhere that I can find it on the same day if not the same hour.
I better hit the pavement. It doesn't look good to be late. Talk to u guys later, alright?
Hell Week
I’m not exaggerating. This has been one of the worst weeks since Cassie & I split. After thinking about it all week, all I can say is that certain pieces of my life can only go up from here.
First off, sorry for getting my court date wrong. My dad had told me ‘the first working day of the week’ but I forgot out Memorial Day. (Sorry veterans. ^^;) It was Tuesday & not Monday.
With the confusion all cleared, now I can tell u about everything.
Semester finals came & went. I stayed focused & buckled down as much as I could. Grades were posted on Sunday morning so I got a nice big pay out from my dad for good g
Almost Summer-Tying Up Loose Ends
It’s finally finals week. Tomorrow is my last full day & then three days worth of semester testing. I really hope to be more involved with DA again starting after that. Or at least better than I have been. Wish me luck guys!
We also have a court date now for cancelling visitation or at least starting the process. Figures that it’s the first Monday of my summer break. (May 26) But I guess it can’t be avoided forever. We will explain everything to Holly Friday night after my finals are done. Just in case she takes it real bad. That way there won’t be any stress about it during my tests. Hell, I think we’ll nee
Decisions
Two more weeks left! I can't wait to be done with this school year. I feel like it’s been nothing but push-pound-beat-fight my way through. & to be honest I feel like it hasn’t been homework. It’s been busy work. Do teachers feel like they aren’t doing their job if they aren’t giving us something to do with our free time? Thank God for
summer vacation!
A quick shoutout & a thank u to any DA friends of mine who joined HeyWire or kik (this one is better) to better keep in touch with me while I’ve been so busy. U guys are awesome. :hug:
I don’t know if u know of them but here is a video of &ls
Mama Drama
Fuck. I am so behind on DA. I'm sorry guys. If it's not school then it's something else. I will get back in here. I have to. Even if school needs to end for the summer first (May 23). I'll get back here. U haven't seen the last of Justin.
I've been conflicted this week. I saw my mom for visitation & I have wondered for a while but I think she might be sick. Not like having cancer sick but maybe some kind of personality disorder. I've noticed for a long time how her moods change at the flip of a switch. It's never a small change either. It's always very happy or very angry or very sad. I guess a good way to put it would be that she has no
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Wowwow! I was like sitting and looking at new stuff here on DA and then I found out that you changed your username! I love it! It's really cool! I wish I could change my username as well!^^' I hate it!
Oh! And about what kind of job are you talking here?:33
Oh! And about what kind of job are you talking here?:33